Saturday, March 31, 2012

AIESEC marketing trip

Finally I finished my final year research proposal......
...........................................................................Draft 1. HAHA.. there is a lot of space for improvement.
**clap hand clap hand, anyway I have progress. =D

So I have my leisure time for AIESEC marketing trip

Google map give me the direction to that place. I was shocked when I realized the whole residential area is full with different oraganizations drug rehab centre, ex-prisoner half-way home, retire home, handicap home, etc. I hardly know it... And I think we should know it..

 29/3  (from left to right) Me, Jordan and Elwim went to Malaysian Care to invite them speak on HIV one day seminar

Jordan is a Junior Executive in RAwR team :D
my godness, I become senior already!
He is so helpful. In a way helping me find literature for my research proposal. HAHA

Elwim is incoming Vice President for Project Management 2012 to 2013. He is so different from others teenager. He always think that what he believe will come true with passionate heart.


Yes, we met Mr.Leong
Coordinator of Malaysian Care
Who is really a nice guy encouraged us.
This Monday I called him for an appointment
He promised me on the spot 
and I'm excited on that time

Elwin told me,
"You should go more marketing trip
so you know how to present yourselves to external" 
Yeap! I should! 




until 30 March , after the marketing trip
I only found out that my brother was an intern at Malaysian CARE.
LOLLL..... I was finding the direction to go there from google map.
Well, he said he told me before. 囧 




As Elwin advice me to go more marketing trip, I went another marketing trip (30/3) We went to ARROW School. A private school for underprivileged children, children with special needs. 

This time is not for RAwR project but for a children development project. We called it TOMORROW project. 

Ms.Lilian (the one beside me) and Sandra (the one beside Elwin) Sandra is Junior Executive in NCR (Non-corporate relationship)



Ms.Lilian
a mix of Canadian and Malaysian (if I not mistaken :p)
Shared with us about why she not sending  her daughter to government school and decided to teach her daughter by herself.

You know, some child cannot read words by words
For them, words may be upside down, flying here and flying there 
But teacher does not realize ,penalize them with cane mark
They think the kid is stupid
But they are not! They are full with creativity, full with imagination 

Now her daughter who never ever study in any primary school and secondary school in Malaysia . No UPSR, PMR , SPM or STPM.
Yet, she is now a teacher in Arrow school
She is about 23 years old (I guess)




 Nice coffee from her daughter! The first coffee I drink in 2012 
Really nice, how I wish I could slowly taste it, the taste is still linger 

Arrow School  started in 2011 with 5 students.
They did not advertise, spreading by words of mouths
now, 2012 there are hundred over students study at there
From 6 years old to 18 years old, 
Grade 1 to 12 (America education system)


 
After talking with Ms.Lilian, we joined
this FGB Ara Damansara on the school hall
It started with  piano, playing holy songs
Ohhh.. HOLY songs.. it is a church activity
Nice, second time in my life go to activity like this
The nicest holy song I heard is
They talked about impartation dream, revelation etc
This sessions take about 1 hours plus
The things I learnt is that, God is our father,we are his children, he love to talk to us, but sometime we did not listen to him. So he keep quiet

Speakers from US and Philippine

Finally we get to take photo with children over there.

There are lots of things happen in my life now. 
I got so many things to update and record
Yet, is time for me to sleep
Tomorrow going to wake up at 4.30a.m.
heading to Malacca  Y^o^

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

成長

最近,
親愛的朋友結婚,第一次幫狗狗洗澡,第一次做健身,
朋友從國外回來,又輪到爸爸出國了

從新山回來的第二天26/3我決定讓自己每一天都成長一點點。

26/3 花了一整天研製一個整理塑料袋的方法。哈哈!實驗實驗看下管不管用。
27/3 終於在全家人都不在的時候煮了麵粉糕!好開心哦!吃的時候就覺得超贊的!
28/3 嗯~今天呀!我一定要把Research Proposal 趕出來!趕雞趕鴨趕牛趕羊都沒有這樣趕!!

兩年前,我認識了一個女孩。
他真的是太太太可愛了!那麼認真做事又那麼搞笑。
從沒遇過像他那麼棒的人!我所謂的棒是指人格哦~
每次和他見面他都會讓我笑到肚子疼!昨天又跟他見面了!
如果我是男的一定深深的喜歡上他!哈哈!

Monday, March 19, 2012

真實世界裡的虛擬世界

這世界,很複雜,混淆我想說的話。

每次唱王力宏這首歌的時候,對這一句特別有感觸。
這一首簡單的歌道出了不簡單的道理

坐在電腦前面,不停刷新面子書主頁,看看朋友們最近都在幹什麼
一個一個的去回复,一個一個的去按贊
感覺很真實,感覺朋友就在你面前跟你聊天,跟你分享這首歌,那部短片
當眼睛漸漸疲乏,關上熒幕後,卻覺得一切是那麼的虛幻

聊天的時候,習慣性的打這個東西---->> :) =D XD
可是,我們的嘴角卻還是保持在完美的水平線
除了上網看電影,除了上網看論文,除了上網聽音樂,除了上網寫計劃書,除了上網做功課

很多的嗜好,興趣都慢慢的消除
我喜歡畫畫,我喜歡唱歌,我喜歡寫作,我喜歡看書,我喜歡做菜,我喜歡團康
喜歡終歸喜歡,開了電腦,上了網,無法自拔
只有在關上電腦的時候,我才感覺到自己確確實實的活著




今天家裡來了很可愛的一隻小小狗
心念感召的力量真的很強
幾天前
我才說自己很想去新山看看表弟表妹養的Bomi
就有另外一隻狗大駕光臨我家

跟他一起奔跑
抱著他
才真的感覺自己還活著

不是我的頭很大
是因為他真的很小只
他的身體比我的小腿還瘦

他是一隻剛出世5個月的狗
還像一個baby那樣站不穩
跑的時候一直跌到




小男孩說
姐姐!姐姐
這只狗其實不是我們家買的
我媽媽的朋友不要這只狗
所以就送給我們咯

你知道為什麼他們不要這只狗嗎
因為有一個阿嫲他有一個孫
那個孫每次跟這只狗玩
玩到不要去上學讀書
所以阿嫲很討厭這只狗
就送給我們咯~~

小男孩很嘰喳
可是嘰喳得特可愛
他很多話說
好像怕你會離開
怕他會來不及告訴你
告訴你很多很多
他開心,興奮,歡樂的事

Monday, March 12, 2012

小魚和小狗

這個部落格裡養著五條魚
好像就代表著我家的五個人

把鼠標向空白的地方點一點,飼料就會掉出來
那些小魚就會爭先恐後的去吃

我突然想起Bomi。那只在三舅家養的博美犬。
他總是朝著食物的地方飛奔而去
我的表弟說:哎喲!Bomi不可以這樣子,有食物就是你的主人啊?
我真的很喜歡帶著Bomi到處走
他會帶著我跑,我想對他說什麼都可以
我不怕說錯話,我可以抱他,可以和他牽手,我不需要擔心太多。
他就像個孩子,很可愛的小小狗!
下個星期就可以去找他了! =D

舅母也說,孩子不在家的時候,他都會對Bomi聊天。
Bomi就像他的孩子一樣,時常陪伴著他,有乖的時候,也有調皮的時候
當Bomi知道自己做錯事的時候,就會躲到一旁面壁思過
哈哈~~好萌呀!

有人說,找不到人陪伴,結果跑去跟狗聊天是這個世界的悲劇
我卻覺得有些人連狗都不如

想太多

太多的夢想會變成妄想

剩下最後一年就畢業了,真的無法想像畢業後要做什麼工。
媽媽,親戚,大人們都對我說,你要做個乖孩子做的工
我問我向來敬佩的大姐姐,我該追求我的夢想還是做個乖孩子?

大姐姐說:年輕的時候當然該追求夢想,過後再做個乖孩子也不遲。
可是我卻呆著了,我少了那份相信自己的夢想能實現的勇氣。



那天看到一個3歲的小女孩,有顆很大的黑眼球,
他不笑的時候,眉毛是皺起來的
看著他的眼睛感覺自己就像掉入深淵。
從沒在小孩的身上有那麼強烈的感覺。
越看他就越像看見自己的小時候。
他好乖,他也很愛玩,他也笑得很燦爛,好喜歡那個孩子。



曾經有人告訴我
這個世間萬物都有靈性的
水,會因為你常跟它說好話而結出美麗璀璨的結晶
也會因為你常罵它而結出醜陋的結晶
所以,你是真心,假意,感動,偽裝,恐懼,歡喜別人都知道。
雖然你的表情隱瞞得了每個人,大家還是可以感受到你心裡真正想表達的。

他說的一點都不假
有些人不管他說得多生動,你一看就知道那是坑人的
有些人不管他表達的多爛,你一看就知道那是掏心掏肺的

但,有一個人我卻怎麼猜也猜不透他的心
沒有誰是誰肚子裡的蛔蟲,不說,誰知道?